Last June, a teacher from morning session came to me. She is married and now have two little daughters. She is teaching Biology and Science Form 4 and Form 5. Well, she asked me to 'berganti' with her. Mean,she want to replace me in afternoon session and me, replace her in morning session. But, because i already 'sebati' with my students, i decided to say NO, I DON'T. Moreover, that month was in the middle of the year. So, i dont want to repeat EARLY YEAR'S SITUATION for the new morning classes. I said to her, "beginilah,sekarang saya tidak mau pigi pagi, sebab pertengahan tahun suda, emm,nanti laa alang2 nnt kita bincang hjg tahun untuk tahun depan pnya.". So, she agreed and we carry on the current class. So, current month is October already. The Panitia Leaders is begin to ask which classes and who teaches the class.
Last Tuesday, the teacher asked me again about the 'pertukaran'. So, im blur, blur and blur. I cant do the decision. So, i said to her, give me chance to think again until this week and i will tell you on Friday. She agreed. On that time, i got the chance to say, if i wont,would you mind it?Then, she laugh and said,"saya mau juga,hahaha". and i replied her with more loudly laughing. Okey, let me think first. I will tell you on Friday.
Today is Thursday. I have to tell her my decision tomorrow. And now, i am currently BENGONG. What is my decision huh?Really, i am serious, i dont have the confirm decision right now. Jadi apala sa mau cakap sma dia ni bisuk.hahaha..When i was at school today, leaders fromMathematic Panitia asked me to still teach my math class this year on next year. That is mean, im going to teach examination class next year for the first time.And you know, i am really refuse with that. So many feeling inside my heart. Two of them are, i am afraid the best result become not really good. and also, there are so many 'anak guru' in that class. So,ini kali yg bikin sa worried nie. Maybe, this is a shocked for me as this is my first time to take over the class.
So,which is my decision? Going up to morning session or staying at afternoon session and teach examination class??hohohohohooooo...CURRENTLY, I AM TOTALY LOST RIGHT NOW....
For tonight, thatz all..Hopefully, God will give the best choice through dream!
Good nite all!
|This is my workplace. My first school as a teacher. Posted here on Nov 10, 2008 and came to this school on Now 14,2010.|