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Tuesday, July 15, 2014
Kesakitan yang ku lalui.
Hari ini sepatutnya genap 40 minggu
kandungan isteriku. Isteriku telah selamat melahirkan bayi perempuan pada jam
12am empat minggu awal dari tarikh jangkaan. Bayi kami yang baru lahir itu diberi nama Oliting Raen Willfred. Oliting dalam bahasa Dusun bermaksud jernih. Raen adalah modifikasi daripada perkataan English Rain yang bermaksud Hujan kerna sewaktu saya dan isteri disatukan, cuaca hujan. Namun,
Tuhan lebih menyayangi anak perempuan kami. Di telah dijemput Tuhan lima jam
setengah selepas kelahirannya iaitu lebih kurang jam 5.30am pada 19 Jun 2014.
Hakikat bahawa anak pertama kami telah pergi buat selama-lamanya sangat pahit
untuk ditelan. Kepahitan yang tidak dapat digambarkan dengan kata-kata.
Perasaan ku pudar langsung tak berwarna. Bagaimana perasaan ku pada waktu itu
hanya Tuhan yang tahu dan mengerti segalanya. Aku tidak dapat berhenti meraung
menangis di dalam lubuk hatiku yang terdalam. Namun, ku gagahi diriku untuk
tetap tenang tetapi hanya mampu bertahan seketika saja. Aku hanya manusia biasa
yang tidak punya apa-apa. Aku tidak dapat berhenti bertanya kepada Tuhan di
dalam hati, mengapa semua ini harus terjadi saat saya dan isteri hampir mengecapi
kebahagiaan bersama anak yang telah ditunggu sejak sembilan bulan yang lepas. Namun,
taka ada yang dapat ku perbuat untuk bisa mengembalikan bayi yang baru
dilahirkan hidup kembali. Apa yang telah tejadi benar-benar telah menguji
diriku dan isteri tersayang. Aku hanya mampu pasrah dan berserah kepada Tuhan
atas apa yang telah terjadi. Sungguh berat untuk dipikul, tetapi terpaksa
diangkat dengan kekuatan yang Tuhan salurkan. Melihat kembali wajah anak kami
melalui gambar, perasaan rindu tak dapat diungkapkan dengan kata-kata. Hati
hancur dan hancur tetapi tak ada apa yang mampu ku buat. Kesedihan yang ku
alami masih belum sembuh lagi. Siang dan malam ku, dipenuhi dengan wajah anakku
yang comel. Kerjaku jadi tak tentu. Motivasi ku menjadi kurang. Sangat sukar
mengembalikan keceriaan semulajdi ku sebelum ini. Dugaan yang sungguh hebat dan tersangat
berat ini kadangkala membuatku lemah dan tidak berdaya. Aku hanya mampu
merenung hidup ku yang seakan-akan telah pudar dan tidak bererti. Namun, mahu tak mahu, terpaksa ku relakan
semua ini berlalu.
Saat saya dan isteri kehilangan anak
pertama dan waktu ini isteriku masih belum sembuh sepenuhnya, dugaan lain pula datang menerjah hidupku. Dua bulan yang lalu, aku
disahkan oleh doktor bahawa aku menghidap Cervical Myelopathy di mana saya harus menjalani pembedahan untuk
membuang disc yang telah menghimpit saraf tunjang sehingga belakang ku menjadi
sakit tidak menentu dan kedua tapak tanganku kebas sehingga sekarang. Perubahan mulai ku rasakan dalam diriku. Aku cepat lupa dan sangat lambat untuk mengingati sesuatu perkara. Aku maklum kenapa ini terjadi. Mungkin kerna isyarat lambat sampai ke otak dan kembali semua kepada organ. Saya juga tak boleh duduk terlampau lama, kerna belakang dan leherku akan menjadi sakit. Apatah lagi berjalan jauh, menaiki tangga dan mengangkat barang yang ringan atau berat, ku mulai rasakan diriku tak mampu lagi berbuat sedemikian. Masa-masa di hadapan ini saya tak tahu apa lagi kebolehan yang akan berkurang dalam diriku. Kelmarin
sekali lagi saya berjumpa dengan doktor di Queen Elizabeth II, doktor pakar
sekali lagi memberitahu bahawa tak ada jalan lain lagi untuk kembali sembuh
selain menjalani pembedahan. Selesai di Queen Elizabeth, saya terus ke KPJ untuk meminta pendapat daripada doktor pakar. Saya telah berjumpa dengan tiga orang doktor pakar. Melalui khidmat nasihat yang mereka berikan, saya harus membayarnya. Hanya dengan meminta nasihat sahaja, aku telah habis sebanyak RM600. Namun, aku tidak kisah dengan semua itu kerna apa yang penting ialah saya mendapat nasihat daripada beberapa orang pakar dan saya boleh membuat keputusan dengan senang. Ketiga-tiganya menyarankan saya untuk menjalani pembedahan.
Aku menjadi takut dan hanya mampu menangis di dalam kereta ku pada masa itu. Aku bertanya kepada Tuhan, mengapa saya harus melalui jalan seperti ini? Masalah datang bertubi-tubi. Aku hanya insan biasa yang tidak punya apa-apa. Keyakinan ku untuk hidup seperti dulu sepertinya hilang.
Aku menjadi takut dan hanya mampu menangis di dalam kereta ku pada masa itu. Aku bertanya kepada Tuhan, mengapa saya harus melalui jalan seperti ini? Masalah datang bertubi-tubi. Aku hanya insan biasa yang tidak punya apa-apa. Keyakinan ku untuk hidup seperti dulu sepertinya hilang.
Andaikata inilah yang harus ku lalui,
saya juga tidak punya jalan yang lain selain menjalani pembedahan kerana
lambat-laun saya akan tetap menjalani pembedahan juga. Aku sudah bersetuju dan telah nekad untuk
melalui semua ini.
Aku tidak tahu bagaimana hasil
pembedahan itu nanti. Saya hanya mampu berserah dan meminta kepada Tuhan supaya
semuanya akan selamat dan dipermudahkan.
Tetapi andaikata Tuhan sudah merencanakan bahawa hidupku hanya setakat
itu, aku tidak mampu mengubahnya kerna kentetuan hanya di tangan Tuhan. Saya
harus menerima segala kemungkinan yang bakal terjadi dalam hidupku. Aku tidak
tahu sama ada saya akan hidup seperti sediakala, hidup dalam kelumpuhan atau
mungkin nyawaku di ambil Tuhan. Malam ini ku berikan ruang diri ini untuk
mencoretkan segala perasaan yang tersimpan di dalam hati. Walaupun mungkin keluarga di sekelilingku tidak mahu saya berkata seperti ini, tetapi pada fikiranku hanya
ini kesempatan yang aku ada. kerna sekiranya sesuatu yang tidak baik terjadi kepada
diriku selepas pembedahan, aku mungkin tak mempunyai pelauang lagi untuk memberitahu perasaanku kepada
orang di sekeliling ku terutama keluargaku. Apa yang ingin ku katakan, hanyalah
ingin meminta maaf kepada semua atas segala perlakuan yang tidak menyenangkan, kata-kata ku yang mungkin pernah menyakiti perasaan, atau segala tindakan sama ada sengaja atau tidak sengaja. Ku pohon sejuta kemaafan.
Thursday, January 16, 2014
My Junior
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| Nicholas |
Hi everybody. I wish you all have a very wonderful new year 2014. I thank God for everything He has done in my life, for the blessing rain down on me and my love one. I am also very glad to God for giving my family so many blessing.
As the time goes by, now it is about seven months I am a husband to a wife. Praise to the Lord, after five months married, finally my God once again gave a 'big present'. My wife was confirmed by a doctor in peninsular, carrying a very tiny dot that will grow up to be a baby in my wife's womb. But before the confirmation done by the doctor, my wife did two times the pregnancy test by herself. The first test was displaying double lines which actually showing that my wife was pregnant. But, my wife did not confident the test result because the red line color not so bright. So, she repeat and do the second test and the result showed more brighter than the first one. Oh my goodness! What a happy moment! I cannot describe my feeling at that time. I just kept telling God, that He is very awesome and marvelous. Shouting, yelling and so on hahaha!!The next day, i asked my wife to check in private clinic for the last confirmation before we do announcement to our closed family member. Both of us so excited and so do the rest!
Now, our baby growing up faster and he/she is now 15 weeks age. We are so excited to see the scan pictures of our baby. Both of us cannot wait to see you in this world baby but we will continuously waiting for your presence. It is about six months to go!
Below is our baby picture in womb. My prayer for you, grow up with God's love and wisdom, respect older than you, fear to God, and i pray you will have a success life ahead! I love you!
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| My dear baby. |
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| God bless you all! |
Saturday, September 21, 2013
Master
Hello to readers. Welcome to my blog everyone. Today is the second class of my master studies. My friends and I came to UMS on 6 September 2013 to complete the registration process. Thank you God, about 3.00pm, registration process done successfully. My first
Tuesday, August 20, 2013
Beautiful Advice of Love!
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| Me, 2013- My face before get married. Taken in April 2013. Appreciate every step and moment of our life! |
So here i am today, to share to you his beautiful advises that maybe will help you and me to stay strong in our relationship with the love one. It is something very useful and suitable to highlight to be our guidance in our marriage life. So, lets keep reading and enjoy!
1. Never stop courting. Never stop dating. NEVER EVER take that woman for granted. When you asked her to marry you, you promised to be that man that would OWN
HER HEART and to fiercely protect it. This is the most important and sacred treasure you will ever be entrusted with. SHE CHOSE YOU. Never forget that, and NEVER GET LAZY in your love.
2. Protect your own heart. Just as you committed to being the protector of her heart, you must guard your own with the same vigilance. Love yourself fully, love the world openly, but there is a special place in your heart where no one must enter except for your wife. Keep that space always ready to receive her and invite her in, and refuse to let anyone or anything else enter there.
3. Fall in love over and over again. You will constantly change. You’re not the same people you were when you got married, and in five years you will not be the same person you are today. Change will come, and in that you have to re-choose each other everyday. SHE DOESN’T HAVE TO STAY WITH YOU, and if you don’t take care of her heart, she may give that heart to someone else or seal you out completely, and you may never be able to get it back. Always fight to win her love just as you did when you were courting her.
4. Always see the best in her. Focus only on what you love. What you focus on will expand. If you focus on what bugs you, all you will see is reasons to be bugged. If you focus on what you love, you can’t help but be consumed by love. Focus to the point where you can no longer see anything but love, and you know without a doubt that you are the luckiest man on earth to be have this woman as your wife.
5. It’s not your job to change or fix her… your job is to love her as she is with no expectation of her ever changing. And if she changes, love what she becomes, whether it’s what you wanted or not.
6. Take full accountability for your own emotions: It’s not your wife’s job to make you happy, and she CAN’T make you sad. You are responsible for finding your own happiness, and through that your joy will spill over into your relationship and your love.
7. Never blame your wife if you get frustrated or angry at her, it is only because it is triggering something inside of YOU. They are YOUR emotions, and your responsibility. When you feel those feelings take time to get present and to look within and understand what it is inside of YOU that is asking to be healed. You were attracted to this woman because she was the person best suited to trigger all of your childhood wounds in the most painful way so that you could heal them… when you heal yourself, you will no longer be triggered by her, and you will wonder why you ever were.
8. Allow your woman to just be. When she’s sad or upset, it’s not your job to fix it, it’s your job to HOLD HER and let her know it’s ok. Let her know that you hear her, and that she’s important and that you are that pillar on which she can always lean. The feminine spirit is about change and emotion and like a storm her emotions will roll in and out, and as you remain strong and unjudging she will trust you and open her soul to you… DON’T RUN-AWAY WHEN SHE’S UPSET. Stand present and strong and let her know you aren’t going anywhere. Listen to what she is really saying behind the words and emotion.
9. Be silly… don’t take yourself so damn seriously. Laugh. And make her laugh. Laughter makes everything else easier.
10. Fill her soul everyday… learn her love languages and the specific ways that she feels important and validated and CHERISHED. Ask her to create a list of 10 THINGS that make her feel loved and memorize those things and make it a priority everyday to make her feel like a queen.
11. Be present. Give her not only your time, but your focus, your attention and your soul. Do whatever it takes to clear your head so that when you are with her you are fully WITH HER. Treat her as you would your most valuable client. She is.
12. Be willing to take her sexually, to carry her away in the power of your masculine presence, to consume her and devour her with your strength, and to penetrate her to the deepest levels of her soul. Let her melt into her feminine softness as she knows she can trust you fully.
13. Don’t be an idiot…. And don’t be afraid of being one either. You will make mistakes and so will she. Try not to make too big of mistakes, and learn from the ones you do make. You’re not supposed to be perfect, just try to not be too stupid.
14. Give her space… The woman is so good at giving and giving, and sometimes she will need to be reminded to take time to nurture herself. Sometimes she will need to fly from your branches to go and find what feeds her soul, and if you give her that space she will come back with new songs to sing…. (okay, getting a little too poetic here, but you get the point. Tell her to take time for herself, ESPECIALLY after you have kids. She needs that space to renew and get re-centered, and to find herself after she gets lost in serving you, the kids and the world.)
15. Be vulnerable… you don’t have to have it all together. Be willing to share your fears and feelings, and quick to acknowledge your mistakes.
16. Be fully transparent. If you want to have trust you must be willing to share EVERYTHING… Especially those things you don’t want to share. It takes courage to fully love, to fully open your heart and let her in when you don’t know i she will like what she finds… Part of that courage is allowing her to love you completely, your darkness as well as your light. DROP THE MASK… If you feel like you need to wear a mask around her, and show up perfect all the time, you will never experience the full dimension of what love can be.
17. Never stop growing together… The stagnant pond breeds malaria, the flowing stream is always fresh and cool. Atrophy is the natural process when you stop working a muscle, just as it is if you stop working on your relationship. Find common goals, dreams and visions to work towards.
18. Don’t worry about money. Money is a game, find ways to work together as a team to win it. It never helps when teammates fight. Figure out ways to leverage both persons strength to win.
19. Forgive immediately and focus on the future rather than carrying weight from the past. Don’t let your history hold you hostage. Holding onto past mistakes that either you or she makes, is like a heavy anchor to your marriage and will hold you back. FORGIVENESS IS FREEDOM. Cut the anchor loose and always choose love.
20. Always choose love. ALWAYS CHOOSE LOVE. In the end, this is the only advice you need. If this is the guiding principle through which all your choices is governed, there is nothing that will threaten the happiness of your marriage. Love will always endure.
In the end marriage isn’t about happily ever after. It’s about work. And a commitment to grow together and a willingness to continually invest in creating something that can endure eternity. Through that work, the happiness will come. Marriage is life, and it will bring ups and downs. Embracing all of the cycles and learning to learn from and love each experience will bring the strength and perspective to keep building, one brick at a time.
These are lessons I learned the hard way. These are lessons I learned too late. But these are lessons I am learning and committed in carrying forward. Truth is, I loved being married, and in time, I will get married again, and when I do, I will build it with a foundation that will endure any storm and any amount of time.
If you are reading this and find wisdom in my pain, share it those those young husbands whose hearts are still full of hope, and with those couples you may know who may have forgotten how to love. One of those men may be like I was, and in these hard earned lessons perhaps something will awaken in him and he will learn to be the man his lady has been waiting for.
MEN- THIS IS YOUR CHARGE: Commit to being an EPIC LOVER. There is no greater challenge, and no greater prize. Your woman deserves that from. Be the type of husband your wife can’t help but brag about.
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Wednesday, August 7, 2013
Prepare (January)
Hi readers. What a long time didn't have any sounds here. It was more than half of the year and finally this is my first posting for 2013.
I have so much things to write here. There are a lot of things was happened to myself since early of this year. But i will coming out to share to you my big event first that was very meaningful to my life. I want it to be shared and written here so the story will remain here and be my 'smiling face' in the future when i read it. It will not only me, but actually with my love one and also maybe to my generations in the future.
As i wrote last year, i was engaged to a chosen one who had sharing with the love of us since 2001. That was, during myself in form 4. I thanks to God for putting the love, loyal and faith between us until we both decided to make it more seriously on the engagement day. So, that was the little story about last year. If you are interested to read more story of us, you can browse my entries and find out the one i mention.
This year, i was going to make it more deeper seriously when the first step i took with her in January. We both went to Center Point and find a bridal to make pre-wedding pictures. After a few time (not long), finally we have chosen Life Bridal as our place to make pre-wedding pictures and as our wedding consultant until the day of our big day. The Life Bridal staff, Miss Teresa was the one who was our consultant. She was pretty, sweet and very friendly. She explained the Chinese New Year offer in detail and done very good explanations and also gave all the information to us early. It was not hard to contact with her because she had a whatsapp and viber. So, i usually get in touch with her through the android application. Thank you Mr Android.
So, after decision made, finally we picked the 3rd of March as our photo shot day. By the way, before the time comes, we needed to get to Life Bridal Shop for the selection of wedding gowns. To be continued....
Monday, December 31, 2012
Goodbye 2012, Hello 2013
Today is the last day of 2012. Feeling sad in my heart. I don't know why. But surely this post gonna be the last post of 2012. In this page, i wanna say thank you so much to my Father in heaven who always being the source of my strengths, wisdom. Thank you for the eternal love you have set in our heart.
Throughout the year of 2012, so many blessing that God gave to me personally. Shortly to said, 2012 has been a very memorable year for me. After 11 years being in a relationship, finally i was engaged with my love one for seriously in June 16. Wah!! what a wonderful day to me. I am so happy. I really hope that we will settle everything next year!
For this chance, thank you again to the Lord, an Almighty God, for giving me opportunity to travel to Vietnam on last November 23-27. What a very nice holiday! I never thought that i will have this chance. For sure, He is the reason why all these happened!
After 4 years working as a teacher, finally, i got my own home. It is located in Sepanggar, Kota Kinabalu. I am not really sure now whether will renting it to peoples or not. But, the house is ready now to stay in. This matter really give me a challenging for it is related to financial. I will surrender all to Him in this matter. I am sure, He is there for me!
2013, everybody wishes the good things happened. So do i. Happy new year 2013 to all bloggers who read this!
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Get Answers To Prayer
MARK 11:24 NKJ
24 "Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you
pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.
Jesus says we must believe we receive our answer WHEN we pray,
not wait until we see it.
But no one can believe they receive without evidence. God's
written Word is our evidence.
MARK 11:24 AMPLIFIED
24 For this reason I am telling you, whatever you ask for in
prayer, believe (trust and be confident) that it is granted to
you, and you will [get it].
Whenever we ask the Father for anything we really desire, we
must believe that we receive our request granted to us when we
pray. Then we act like we already have it, and the thing we
prayed for will eventually show up.
But we must pray in line with God's Word. We cannot just
"believe" anything out of thin air -- if it does not agree with
God's Word -- and expect to receive it.
1 JOHN 5:14-15 NKJ
14 Now this is the confidence that we have in Him, that if we
ask anything according to His will, He hears us.
15 And if we know that He hears us, whatever we ask, we know
that we have the petitions that we have asked of Him.
Bible-based prayer that works is not getting God to do
something, but receiving by faith from God based on what He has
already said and done.
In other words, we do not need to change God's mind or get Him
to do something. We just need to enter in by faith to receive
what God has already decided and provided.
So, find Scripture that promises what you need or want, then
take that to God in prayer and believe you receive it when you
pray.
SAY THIS: I will base my prayers on God's promises, and believe
I receive my answer when I pray.
Rejoice In The Lord
PHILIPPIANS 4:4 NKJ
4 Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I will say, rejoice!
At least five times the Bible tells the people of God to
rejoice in the Lord.
We may not always be able to rejoice in other people, or in our
circumstances.
People can be frustrating. People can be immature. People can
be undependable. Need I go on?
But the Lord is different! God is dependable. God is faithful.
God is honest. God is good. God is patient. God is kind. God is
understanding. God is merciful and gracious.
MALACHI 3:6 NLT
6 "I am the LORD, and I do not change. That is why you
descendants of Jacob are not already destroyed.
When we focus on our circumstances, or on what people do, we
can lose our joy quickly.
But with a true understanding of what God is really like, we
cannot help but rejoice because of His goodness and greatness.
If you are not sure what God is really like, then look at Jesus
Christ in the pages of the Four Gospels in the New Testament.
Jesus Christ perfectly revealed to us what God is like.
SAY THIS: I will keep my focus on the goodness and greatness of
the Lord and rejoice in Him.
4 Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I will say, rejoice!
At least five times the Bible tells the people of God to
rejoice in the Lord.
We may not always be able to rejoice in other people, or in our
circumstances.
People can be frustrating. People can be immature. People can
be undependable. Need I go on?
But the Lord is different! God is dependable. God is faithful.
God is honest. God is good. God is patient. God is kind. God is
understanding. God is merciful and gracious.
MALACHI 3:6 NLT
6 "I am the LORD, and I do not change. That is why you
descendants of Jacob are not already destroyed.
When we focus on our circumstances, or on what people do, we
can lose our joy quickly.
But with a true understanding of what God is really like, we
cannot help but rejoice because of His goodness and greatness.
If you are not sure what God is really like, then look at Jesus
Christ in the pages of the Four Gospels in the New Testament.
Jesus Christ perfectly revealed to us what God is like.
SAY THIS: I will keep my focus on the goodness and greatness of
the Lord and rejoice in Him.
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
Vietnam Trip (23-27 November 2012)
Hi readers and blog-walker.. Its 3.50 pm here. I am with my brother in the flat. Just arrived from Kuta, settling up with his pant to the tailor shop which will be wear on December 22, 2012. Both of us didn't take our lunch yet at this hour and now feel so hungry. haha..but later on will find some foods to eat.
By the way, i am so happy to be here again since today is so special for every peoples on earth. So, i take this chance to post my pictures of Vietnam trip which was happened on 23-27 November 2012. Before i bring you all to take a look for every photos here, i would like to share with you a little about the trip and the country of course.
Our tickets were booked since March 2012, which Air Asia Promo was happening during that time. We managed to get and bought the cheap ticket which cost us around MYR 400 something from KK-KL-HCMC and return to KK. We were so 'gila-gila' and in personally, i think i love to be in this kind of 'gila-gila' because this is a CHANCE for me. A chance that need to be fulfilled. I am not really sure whether i will still be able to meet this kind of chance or not in the future. For me, 'do! while you can!" So, why not grabbing it now instead of waiting in future that do not have a guarantee! So, here i am. I was so glad to know some of my friends a.k.a colleagues. They were so 'happy go lucky' person which made me so comfortable when dealing something like this. If talking about travelling, we were very 'satu kepala' and i like it so much haha! Favorited!
So, we were in seven months of waiting the time! Waiting impatiently haha! kunun! There were four of us from SMK Narinang (Angeline, Yenne, Nuel and Me), three persons from different school (Crispus, Nirwana, and Aloy) and not forgotten Mr Richard, he is Mr Nuel's cousin and now he is our friend. Crispus is my friend. I know him a few years ago in the year of 2007 or 2008, which if i am not mistaken, i know him through Hi-5. One of the social media, just like the Facebook now. I never met him in person. We just had our coversation through Friendster for the first and when the Facebook launched, we contacting more often there! Contacting in terms of gossiping opzz! haha By the way, i am so happy to know him and its more funny when we met for the first time in Saigon Sport 1 Hotel and it was in Vietnam!!!This place is far away from our own land! hahaha! i feel so funny..Sabah is so big bah tp nada pun pernah jumpa2 and lepaking wakaka!! Nice to know you Crispus haha! Let us plan a trip in some other time to reunite us again in the future and maybe to meet you for the second time and yah of course in Cambodia or Thailand or any suggestions?? haha. I was so enjoyed to be in the trip guys!
I want to tell you about my very first experience ever of walking and stepping down on the land of Peninsular. The first experience ever you know!! Not to showing off, I have been to Korea, Philippine and Indonesia before but guess what? I never been to Kuala Lumpur. So kasian kan? haha...The moment there was a very special for me, so this part i will share more in the next entry of my post!
Talking about Vietnam, my heart beating so fast. Sad, sad, and sad! Through their history, it makes my heart crying so much. It was happened during our tour to Chu Chi Tunnel. I don't know why, i can feel the suffering that been through by the people of Vietnamese during our walk in this area. The tunnel was still exist today! Being in the tunnel, ooohh no!! i can't live without air! i can't resist to be in the tunnel more longer. But i am respect to Vietnamese, they hide and lived in the tunnel for many years to protect themselves from the US armies. After a half day in Chu Chi Tunnel, we moved to War Museum. My heart cried more when being in this place. I can see the miseries, pains, and even suffering through the pictures in the Museum. Seriously, i didn't realize that my eyes watery! When i look at the peoples around me, they were also crying! Oh my goodness! Pity to the people of Vietnam who has been in the war. Some of them are still alive but in a sad condition. God bless you Vietnamese!
So friends, lets take a look at some pictures of my Vietnam trip.
Sekian untuk hari ini! Semoga anda enjoy ya!
By the way, i am so happy to be here again since today is so special for every peoples on earth. So, i take this chance to post my pictures of Vietnam trip which was happened on 23-27 November 2012. Before i bring you all to take a look for every photos here, i would like to share with you a little about the trip and the country of course.
Our tickets were booked since March 2012, which Air Asia Promo was happening during that time. We managed to get and bought the cheap ticket which cost us around MYR 400 something from KK-KL-HCMC and return to KK. We were so 'gila-gila' and in personally, i think i love to be in this kind of 'gila-gila' because this is a CHANCE for me. A chance that need to be fulfilled. I am not really sure whether i will still be able to meet this kind of chance or not in the future. For me, 'do! while you can!" So, why not grabbing it now instead of waiting in future that do not have a guarantee! So, here i am. I was so glad to know some of my friends a.k.a colleagues. They were so 'happy go lucky' person which made me so comfortable when dealing something like this. If talking about travelling, we were very 'satu kepala' and i like it so much haha! Favorited!
So, we were in seven months of waiting the time! Waiting impatiently haha! kunun! There were four of us from SMK Narinang (Angeline, Yenne, Nuel and Me), three persons from different school (Crispus, Nirwana, and Aloy) and not forgotten Mr Richard, he is Mr Nuel's cousin and now he is our friend. Crispus is my friend. I know him a few years ago in the year of 2007 or 2008, which if i am not mistaken, i know him through Hi-5. One of the social media, just like the Facebook now. I never met him in person. We just had our coversation through Friendster for the first and when the Facebook launched, we contacting more often there! Contacting in terms of gossiping opzz! haha By the way, i am so happy to know him and its more funny when we met for the first time in Saigon Sport 1 Hotel and it was in Vietnam!!!This place is far away from our own land! hahaha! i feel so funny..Sabah is so big bah tp nada pun pernah jumpa2 and lepaking wakaka!! Nice to know you Crispus haha! Let us plan a trip in some other time to reunite us again in the future and maybe to meet you for the second time and yah of course in Cambodia or Thailand or any suggestions?? haha. I was so enjoyed to be in the trip guys!
I want to tell you about my very first experience ever of walking and stepping down on the land of Peninsular. The first experience ever you know!! Not to showing off, I have been to Korea, Philippine and Indonesia before but guess what? I never been to Kuala Lumpur. So kasian kan? haha...The moment there was a very special for me, so this part i will share more in the next entry of my post!
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| Vietnam - A must place to go! |
Talking about Vietnam, my heart beating so fast. Sad, sad, and sad! Through their history, it makes my heart crying so much. It was happened during our tour to Chu Chi Tunnel. I don't know why, i can feel the suffering that been through by the people of Vietnamese during our walk in this area. The tunnel was still exist today! Being in the tunnel, ooohh no!! i can't live without air! i can't resist to be in the tunnel more longer. But i am respect to Vietnamese, they hide and lived in the tunnel for many years to protect themselves from the US armies. After a half day in Chu Chi Tunnel, we moved to War Museum. My heart cried more when being in this place. I can see the miseries, pains, and even suffering through the pictures in the Museum. Seriously, i didn't realize that my eyes watery! When i look at the peoples around me, they were also crying! Oh my goodness! Pity to the people of Vietnam who has been in the war. Some of them are still alive but in a sad condition. God bless you Vietnamese!
So friends, lets take a look at some pictures of my Vietnam trip.
| Landed safely in Vietnam Airport |
| Sight-seeing in the evening of first day. |
| Our tema..baju petak2..ready to go to Mekong River. |
| On boat! |
| With Crispus on boat. |
| Cruise Ship. Last night i Vietnam. |
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| New friend in Vietnam, Miss Tham. She is a very nice girl. We met in hers workplace! |
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| Male Traditional Cap of Vietnamese. |
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| Creative! |
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| With Crispus. having deep fried big elephant 's ear fish. |
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| Deep fried big elephant's ear fish |
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| woo, daring to try! |
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| What a nice honey bee. |
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| On boat. |
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| The Group! |
Sekian untuk hari ini! Semoga anda enjoy ya!
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
12.12.2012
Hi everyone! hope you all always in great condition. Well, today i am luckily because of being here at my flat on this wonderful and nice date. School holiday is happening right now since November. Actually, i need to be at my kampung today, to fetch my brother but i arrived home lately yesterday. So i decided to be in my flat. then now, i can write something here as my entry today as in my flat got internet connection!
Actually, i don't have any interesting topic to be shared here. I just come up here to write anything that come to my mind. So, here i am!
Yesterday, i was in Kota Kinabalu. I was there since Monday of this current week. I was there to supervise my worker in my apartment in Menggatal. They were doing the kitchen cabinet. Approximately one day of period of time the took to finish their work. Thank you to them. My apartment now got cabinet kitchen already. So, i am thinking to go there again by this to clean up the cabinet as the worker didn't done that part. After that, cooking stuff will be prepared by next week. The interior house is still in 'blank' right now and its so plane. Hopefully, by the end of this month, all process will be done.
I hope you all have a very wonderful and memorable moment and time on this 'only one' time today!
Its 12.12.2012..this number happening two times on one day. One on midnight and another one comes on the noon. This number will never come to the world again unless our God reset the times and dates of this world! So, enjoy....this is only once in a lifetime! I read some of my friend's status in Facebook, its just a number..yeah that is correct. That is just a number. But you know, for me, its a special day made my our Father.!
have a very enjoy day okey!
Actually, i don't have any interesting topic to be shared here. I just come up here to write anything that come to my mind. So, here i am!
Yesterday, i was in Kota Kinabalu. I was there since Monday of this current week. I was there to supervise my worker in my apartment in Menggatal. They were doing the kitchen cabinet. Approximately one day of period of time the took to finish their work. Thank you to them. My apartment now got cabinet kitchen already. So, i am thinking to go there again by this to clean up the cabinet as the worker didn't done that part. After that, cooking stuff will be prepared by next week. The interior house is still in 'blank' right now and its so plane. Hopefully, by the end of this month, all process will be done.
I hope you all have a very wonderful and memorable moment and time on this 'only one' time today!
Its 12.12.2012..this number happening two times on one day. One on midnight and another one comes on the noon. This number will never come to the world again unless our God reset the times and dates of this world! So, enjoy....this is only once in a lifetime! I read some of my friend's status in Facebook, its just a number..yeah that is correct. That is just a number. But you know, for me, its a special day made my our Father.!
have a very enjoy day okey!
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Trip To Indonesia (13-17 Dec 2011)
God, i thank you for being with me everyday. I am so glad that you had prepare me a very wonderful life which i can feel it from the previous years until now. You such a greatest Man to me. Thank you so much for giving me chance to travel to the other countries. You were there for me, giving me a shelter and You brought me to original land in a very good condition.
Now, lets move on to Jakarta. We had been there for two days and stayed in Permai Indah Hotel. We shopping a lot a Pasar Mangga. Heaven of shopping indeed!
Guys, below are some of my photo taken during my vacation to Indonesia that been happened last December. It was about a year ago. Sometimes its good to be a foreigner!
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| Me at Jakarta International Airport. Arrived there about 8.40 in the night |
| Having dinner before departed to Bandung. Can you see the SOTO KUDUS there? Been wondering how its taste! |
| My dinner! |
| I was on the BECA. King of the road in Indonesia! |
| Wearing my newly bought of sweater. The wording was so fail-->should be like this right, 'Today is history.. |
| Cihampelas Hotel 1 is at the back. Nice and affordable hotel. We have stay there for 3 nights. |
| In the bus for City Tour. Heading to Tangkuban Perahu. |
| Yeah, we arrive! |
| Me and the view! |
| The smile of me. Ha ha.. |
| Ayuh, ke Bandung! |
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| Get the chance to take more shot. |
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| Me, si kolosz |
| In the Bus, cannot wait to reach in the place. |
| Waiting for dinner at a shopping mall. |
| Nasi Penyet Mari! |
| My eyes kana silau! |
| Finally!! |
| Just arrived at Jakarta. |
| Here we go..Shopping sakan!! |
| Having lunch to recharge energy to shop more in Pasar Mangga.!! |
| Pasar Mangga |
| Huyoo!! |
| Managed to get to SeaWorld! |
| Come on, touch me! |
| The Group! |
| Having Nasi Padang!! |
| Nasi Uduk! Tradisonal food in Jakarta. |
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