Outing with you.

Hi, today is so wonderful day. I can stay at home peacefully. The weather also so nice. Thank you Sunlight for rising up proudly today. You make me feel so calm with your appearance today.

Today, as i mention in my entry before, this weekend is only my chance to go for outing. Well, after chit-chat with friends, it makes me confidently 'mau bejalan'. The times can be used to berhajima. So, planning to leave maybe at 2.00pm. Still got to do at home. Office dresses still in the washing machine. The kitchen need to keep tidy. The floor need to be broomed. And my lovely hamsters also need to be feed. haha...

Friends, wait for me ya. We meet up this evening and celebrating our nights together!

Bestfriend ever

Bestfriend ever

Playing chicken google with friends -New Year 2007-

geng main badminton d yayasan sabah 2008

miss u lerr..

Keyboard

Hi..have a nice dreams to all friends. At this time, you might be in sleep and enjoying your night coolness.  I am still awake at this moment. The watch show 2.05 am. Huh, i still don't want to land my body on bed. I do not know. Probably because i am so fresh after taking bath just now. Actually, after came to home yesterday, i felt so tired and lay down on bed. I read the Cosway Magazine. The reading made me so sleepy and not long after that, i 'die'. Thanks to God, on 10.30pm, i woke up again. hehe. Me, so hungry, then yum2 la after that. haha...

Last Sunday, i went to KK alone. I went there for two main reasons. One was my treatment session and the other one was keyboard. After undergoes the treatment for about 1 hour, i directly went to Karamunsing and park at the fourth floor. I went to Hollywood. Fortunately, the music shop was open.  I came in and looking around. Wah,, the pianos and keyboards were everywhere! haha! I was so excited when i heard the other customers playing the piano so nicely. Huh, i continued my agenda in the shop. Wah, there was promotion price of all the instruments! I look at the piano, wah what the hell, the price was so damn expensive. If i am a rich man, on that time, i bought one for mine but unfortunately i am not. huhu..

Then, i look at the keyboard. The Keyboard price was cheaper than shit piano.haha. Maybe its affordable. hoho. But, i did not decide on that day. I was still in many questions. So, i went back to Kota belud and directly home.

Now, my head is fully thinking about the one name Keyboard. I need this for my piano class. I need immediately practice when i am at home after class. I cannot depend myself only at the class. I need to practice more! i need to achieve at least grade 1 this year. So, if i don't bought one, its hard for me learn fast! In additional, my piano teacher keep encourage me to buy keyboard for myself practice.

Huh, what am i going to do! I am so free this weekend. This is my time to go there maybe..next week and ahead, i may not free.. So, the decision must be this week. The fast the thing here, the fast i learn and the faster i move on..

God, lets hold me in everything i decide!

The Days with PAIN

Hai everybody. Long time not seeing my world here. And February is about to over. Thank you God for keeping me alive until now. You are so kind, taking good care of me everytime and everywhere.

In my life before, i always heard from peoples, that experiencing migraine is very tough time. It is not same with the usual headache which peoples always face. Owwh, is it too pain or how? That the question playing on my head when peoples talking about this. To be honestly, i never experience the pain of migraine before. That is why the question hovering on my mind. But, even i question it, i don't meant it to be in me. I ever praying to God, for not letting this kind of pain happen in me. And God done it !! But this matter actually happen when i was living as a university student that was on 2004-2008. I was leave the life     and i really really miss it!!  Missing u so much friends!I mean it much!! Oppsz, out of topic bebeh! haha

Okey, lets continue the part of migraine. Last week, on 18 February 2011 - 21 February 2011, the word of migraine was attacked me. On the first day, i was not able to did anything. Even walking around, going to class, talking with friends, and  coughing, all in all gave me the pain that i can't describe here. It is very very very hard time for me. When i walking to the class, Oh, only God knows. I felt like i'm going to fall and faint! But i still can manage it by acting cool when meet the teachers and students. Fortunately, i only had one class on that day. So, after that class went, i finish my time by just sitting on my chair. On that free time, i kept silent, talking with no peoples. I felt that the pain really really want to kill me! Oh no! How pain it is! The pain keep 'killing' me on the left side of my head. The pulsation of my blood vessel kept on the fast rate. Sometimes the pain suddenly move to the back side of my head and go back again to my right side of my head. My wish during that time is may the pain gone! but, the pain still made me like 'i dead but still the pulsation on'. Oh how suffer!!!

Other part that i cant forget is, in the situation, a workmate which my boss in one of the field at school, gave me forms and asked me to distribute it to the names written on 3 pieces of papers. Just imagined, 3 pieces of papers!! imagine how many names on it with the font size of 11..!!almost 60 names on it bebeh!! he asked me to distribute and explain to them what they have to do with the form!!! That was so so crazy, you know. He was really wrong time! I show him my 5 sen of face hoping that he will understand my condition, but unfortunately, he wasn't. Then, i told him, im sick, but maybe he thought that my sickness was not serious, he keep asking me to do that job!! Then, with my condition, i did it. But, not all the forms i managed to distribute. Only 3 forms guys! After that, i sat on my chair again and slept on my table! I don't care.......

At 5.35pm on Friday, i stand up and move faster to my car and drove like crazy to home! without taking off my formal office dress, i get 2 tablets of pain killer and piriton and land insufferable on bed. I closed my eyes and slept in that tough pain!! The piriton and pain killer made me 'die' until morning..Thak you God, the pain release and gone on the morning of Saturday. I felt so relieved. But, the health i get on that morning still made me afraid to attend meeting at school. So i decided to stay at home with permission by the penyelia petang. Thank you!


In the evening of the day, i need to send school's CPU (koperasi) to computer shop to be formatted. Im still afraid to go out from home. But i had no other choice. The CPU must be sent to shop. So, i went to 'kuta'. While waiting for the computer to be formatted, i took time for walking around. Uoowh, less than 30 minutes im outside from my car, the migraine seems so happy to come again, and yah!! It was on my head! my God, i went to my car, i parked it to a strategic place and i slept in the car!! Ahh! how pain! About 1 hour later, the shop gave me a call telling me the 'business' was finish. So, i went there immediately and took, and paid the service and then directly went to home.

To be continued! 

Sorry January

Hey everybody..what are u doing?hihi. Its 12.11am. though, night still young bha. Im now sitting in front of my sister's desktop. My nephew still watching TV while others slept already. Sleeping late is not a problem for me. But this attitude is not really nice. Ehm, im not on this topic tonight actually.haha!

Im just here because of want to say sorry for January. Haha!! Sorry for not dropping any post. January was a super busy. School session began. So, need to update more table files, RPH, students data and students attendance. Beside that, im also very busy with my choir club. Need a lot of time here. Starting choir this year more easier than last year. Got the experiences how to start already. I didn't need to carry an audition for member selection. Well, i get them already. What i did was, just called and asked them to be at Music Room.

Until now, the practice went as planned. But i need to be more careful about time. I will take their time for 2 hours only that is from 8.00 pm - 10.00 pm. I realize that, they also need the time to finish their homeworks. Cannot be a selfish. By the way, i need to be hurry. The competition will be on April. So, the two songs must be solid before the month.

Thats the busyness came to me. Itu di sikul, belum lagi campur yg peribadi2 punya. adoii! Apapun, thank you God, sebab walaupun bg2, bulan January dapat dilalui dengan sebar dan telah berjaya! Harap bulan2 yang seterusnya dapat juga diharungi dengan tenang!

Gd nite!

February_Happy Chinese New Year

Hi..its been a month and didn't drop any post in my entry. Good day to all readers. Pejam celik, pejam celik, we are in February now. Thank you God for giving me chance to feel the life You have gave me. Times, days, weeks and months  pass by, age also gain as them pass by. This year is my 26th years living in your creation Lord. Living in this earth is only once in a life and having 26 years old also once in a life. So, what we can do, let your days feel and enjoy every moment you face.  So do I. Satisfication is unarchived yet. Need mo exploration in life whether with families, friends and job and the most 'big' one is enjoying life with God.

Well, as i wrote this, i wanna take the chance to wish Happy Chinese New Year specifically to my family at Putatan. Hope you all have a very nice celebration. Wait my siblings and me at your home tomorow yah!

2011 is my third years teaching at SMKN, Kota Belud. Thank you God. I was hired as Science and mathematic teacher. Beside that, i also a choir teacher. I dont have any formal education or courses regarding this field. But because of my interest, i join this club to gain more experiences. Being a choir teacher actually need some basics about voice and more than that a  choir teacher also need to know the 'piano'-able to read the score, able to compose songs using sibelius and able to play the piano. As the requirements, i decided to begin learning piano step by step last week. And today was my first class. My class will be every Friday at 10.30am. Stated here that, i am so regretful not to do this 2 years ago as i posted at SMKN. But never mind, just forget it. Apa ble buat la! :)

Below are the photos of my Learning Piano Books!

Grade 1 book.hihi

Sekali buat exercise, mcm syusah ja! haha

God Is with Us to Help Us

Hi, as i click and click finding interesting article about Christmas, i attracted to a very interested article entitle "God is with us to help us". May God will bless you as reading this entry. 

Do you know what it feels like to feel utterly alone? To try to attempt to live your life with no one to fall back on, no safety net, no help? If you've been through some desperate times in your life, then you know exactly what this feels like. The wonderful promise made through the Christ-child Immanuel is that God promises to be with you in your troubles. He will not leave you to your own resources. All of his resources are now available to you.

The difference for you can be like night and day. In past times God had made this kind of promise to special people in history.

Abraham was an alien in a threatening land, but God said to him, "I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go."⁴ Moses was told to personally confront the most powerful king on the face of the earth with nothing but a staff and the promise from God, "I will be with you!"⁵ Moses believed him and went to Pharaoh at great risk. As a result, God delivered the people of Israel from Egypt through the Red Sea. After Moses died, his apprentice was thrust into leadership. God promised Joshua, "As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you."⁶

Powerful stuff! But what about you and me? That Jesus is Immanuel, "God with us," means that his promise is not just to the great leaders but to all. The promise is to you. Just before Jesus ascended into heaven, he spoke to his disciples:

"All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me�. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."⁷

That promise of Immanuel is not just to the apostles, it is to us also, for we see the same promise in the Bible to reassure all the rest of us -- "I will never leave you or forsake you."⁸

^{May God bless you....}

Merry Christmas 2010

Hi all. Hapy wonderful day to all..i would like to wish Merry Christmas to all readers. May this season give you more God's blessing..

2010 is the second Christmas season after 2 years working as teacher. I personally so grateful, God gave me this job. I truly believe that He has His own plan to every single human. I thank you God for let me in Your ways.

Perayaan Christmas tahun in sangat berbeza dengan perayaan sebelum ini terutamanya jika dibandingkan antara zaman kanak-kanak dan zaman yang suda besar-besar sekarang ini. Secara fizikal, saya sangat merasai Christmas punya bahang. Zaman kanak-kanak merupakan zaman yg saya rasa paling best.

Tetapi, jika dingat-ingat yg sekarang ini, perayaan itu macam kurang excited secara fizikal dan emosi. Semacam biasa sahaja. Excitement itu rasanya sangat kurang.

Walaupun begitu, secara rohaninya, natal itu tetap ada di dalam hati. Bagi saya, erti Christmas yang sebenar adalah, kasih Tuhan yang sungguh luar biasa. Tuhan telah mengaruniakan AnakNya, Yesus Kristus. Disebabkan kelahiranNya, Dia telah menebus kamu dan saya dari segala dosa. Disebabkan Dia juga, damai, sejahtera dan sukacita ada di dalam kita. Terima kasih Tuhan kerna pengorbananMu yang sangat luar biasa. Engkau sanggup memikul salib, di rotan, dan di ludah semata-mata kerna umatMu yang berdosa. PengorbananMu sungguh bernilai sekali bagi kami semua.

Apapun, selamat menyambut hari krismas pada hujung minggu ini. Semoga tahun ini akan memberi kita rahmat dan berkat dan lebih berlimpah-limpah pada tahun yang seterusnya.

Merry Christmas to all especially to my family, dear W, relative, and friends. Thank you for coming and bringing joy in my life!

GOD BLESS